Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Taking it back

This week is horrible
its like everything has just gone horribly wrong, some small request that has just been blown out of proportions and everything is a huge pile of mess.
I feel so alone
I feel like there is nothing I can do, that is right
It just seems like everything I try to do is wrong and is never going to be right
I don't know how to make things right. Even every effort seems like it will be wrong
I don't know what to do and I can't give up
I just want to take it back, take it all back, this whole week.........
every lashing, every word, every mistake, every irrational impulsive move
I'm not asking to turn back time, this is a good lesson
A lesson to step back, take a deep breath, or even sleep on it before making a huge mistake
cause once you make it, you can't take it back, and it makes you feel like shit

3 comments:

jolcy said...

not sure what happened but hope things will get better.. if you wanna talk about it.. will be there to listen.. *hugs*

Bride2010 said...

*hugs*

time will healla..

take care of yourself and look for better things...or ppl to come

mcfan said...

yes su.....me here to listen too...hugsss