My memorial day weekend....

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Kualoa Ranch weekend....

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The one and only.....Peppa.

Gooey goodness....

Chocolate Souffle from Roy's
This recipe serves 6

1 1/4 C. Sugar
3 T. Cornstarch
12 T. unsalted Butter
1/4 C. Brown Sugar
8 oz. Baking Chocolate
4 Large eggs
3 egg yolks

Place sugar and cornstarch in a bowl and mix until combined.
Melt butter and brown sugar in a sauce pot and bring to a boil.
Add chocolate and let melt
Add melted ingredients to the dry ingredients
Add eggs and egg yolk, mix for 5 minutes on medium ( hand mixer is ok)
Strain and chill overnight.

When ready to bake, spoon into buttered ramekins (3/4 full)
Place in 400F oven for about 22 - 25 minutes.
If over baked............

still taste good, haha

the things I hate about you.......

I hate the way you just dissappear when you are chatting with me, leaving me waiting not knowing if you'll be back or not at all

I hate that you don't know why I'm upset when the only thing that truly upsets me, has to do with you

I hate that I'm not your priority, it makes me feel that no matter what I do, it's just not good enough

I hate having to hide behind cars, inside or in front

I hate having to be weary all the time, having to look left, right, up and down seeking predators that are out

I hate that you make me jealous, never have I been acquainted with jealousy so well

I hate the way you make me smile, even worse when you make me cry

I hate that I don't know what you are thinking, just makes me feel left out and downright nosy

I hate that I feel this way about you

I hate that you can't be there for me when I need you

I hate that I feel lonely when you're not around

and most of all, I hate that I don't hate you

if you know

What its like to observe from afar
to always have to stand behind a veil
to live in uncertainty
never knowing when minds will change or
if people will see
wondering.......
what happens then

but before then.....
emotions fluctuate and minds go crazy
jealousy peaks and so does curiousity
I dont know what to do

I don't know what all this means to you
but it's overwhelming me
I feel like I'm going deeper and deeper all alone
without some to hold my hand
or tell me that everything will be alright

its not alright.....
cause,
while you are sitting home
in your happy little life
I'm not happy

I'm not happy
and it doesn't matter to you
it doesn't matter
cause I say words you don't hear
and cry tears you don't see
perhaps I feel things you don't feel