the things I hate about you.......

I hate the way you just dissappear when you are chatting with me, leaving me waiting not knowing if you'll be back or not at all

I hate that you don't know why I'm upset when the only thing that truly upsets me, has to do with you

I hate that I'm not your priority, it makes me feel that no matter what I do, it's just not good enough

I hate having to hide behind cars, inside or in front

I hate having to be weary all the time, having to look left, right, up and down seeking predators that are out

I hate that you make me jealous, never have I been acquainted with jealousy so well

I hate the way you make me smile, even worse when you make me cry

I hate that I don't know what you are thinking, just makes me feel left out and downright nosy

I hate that I feel this way about you

I hate that you can't be there for me when I need you

I hate that I feel lonely when you're not around

and most of all, I hate that I don't hate you