Papyrus to steel....

Sometimes I wish that
I don't know
or
I don't think
or
possibly, don't care

but,
is that possible.....

no. no. no.

Not that I have not tried,
or just try to pretend I don't see
But
I do.

How does one compare papyrus to steel???
I guess, you can't

For the solid years to compare to
all I have is something abstract, something I can't grasps

I know that jack is comfortable in the box
its like it's self sustaining
like everything is just right

I feel like such an intruder sometimes
intruding upon jack's box
trying to compare papyrus to steel